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Stanislav Tituško 🌿@1_cryptoman·Sep 21

So it's me and my depression

Two months ago i was speaking with @dollowen.lens and just after our conversations 21 of july i sent my girlfriend to France and didn't realise that i won't see her anymore. I came back from Dublin, watched Marvel movie, had couple Normandy ciders and went to the local bar Using the car.

I didn't kill anyone, just crashed, after i just cried at police station. I have panic attacks, i don't sleep and i am drinking every day, just to not face reality, i am not a bad guy or something, just wanted to be loved. But unfortunately i am loser, i literally lost everything in my life- most important LOVE. I don't know how my life will change, but to be honest i need support, i don't know what to do and i am lost .

I lost my job, i lost my future wife, i lost my life and i don't know what to do.

I am just fucked.

when lens will have feature to remind our memories. i come back to this post.

Never in my life i experienced such a deep pain, i cry endlessly, just endlessly.

Support each other, just treat people in a good manner, loneliness killing. One day i will be happy and come back to this post. Today i am destroyed.

Sometimes life is trying to say something, but we don't listen.

Keep each other frens. Sending love 💜

Trying to come back

So it's me and my depression Two months ago i was speaking with @dollowen.lens and just after our c…
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    Sona@0xsona·Sep 23

    Мне очень жаль, Станислав. Мне кажется мы должны проживать каждую эмоцию и не убивать ее в себе... это глупо говорить сейчас будь сильнее, не думай об этом и все в таком духе... если надо (а я думаю что надо) проживите всю боль от потери дорого человека, чтобы получить свободу. Пусть Бог поможет и вместе пройдет с вами эту пустыню, чтобы вам выйти из нее достойно. Я могу помолиться за вас. Бог вас очень любит...особенно в такие минуты🙏

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      Henry@henrylens·Sep 23

      This can break a soul but certainly take a resolve to never be broken
      She is in the heavenlies
      Make her happy by finding love again

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        RektBull ◱ ◱@rektbull·Sep 23

        Stay strong. Good times will come. Have faith.

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          defifury@defifury·Sep 23

          Stay strong fren 🙏

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            JKR@fuckcardano·Sep 23

            hodl

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              Rui Costa@ct1aic·Sep 22

              Here at Phaver you will never be alone or forgotten.

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                @chikwadookolo@arbitrum_nft·Sep 22

                Gm

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                  Peter Arogundade ◱ ◱@noblepeter2000·Sep 22

                  Take heart. I can't even imagine this man... Just know we all love you... This too shall pass.

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                    Jayson@hemperor·Sep 22

                    I feel you with the depth of my soul, brother. This is very similar to my crisis. Keep your head up as best you can. I promise it will get better. ❤️

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                      Dusk@duskaaar·Sep 22

                      Dodged a bullet man, you will get back on your feet just gotta use this as motivation - “grass can’t grow without rain”

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                        Tomi - Phaver CFO@0xtomi·Sep 22

                        Strenght bro. And remember, as the saying goes: When things seem the darkest… moments of beauty present themselves in the most unexpected places.

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                          Idris Ibrahim@idriis·Sep 22

                          So Painful 😣 sir, you are good man you will never be dis appointed. Surely something great is coming to your way 💪💪

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                            jennna@jintiankuimama·Sep 22

                            I did not say what, just want to hug you

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                              Daniel "St. Pinkie" Anthony@stpinkie·Sep 22

                              Hang in there buddy. You made it this far. You're stronger than you ever were. What you feel is fatigue, not weakness.

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                                right_a@rightpoc·Sep 22

                                Pain is good, it shows you're alive. It's important in the process of healing. You'll be fine, be strong and understand that Jesus Loves you.
                                I speak Jesus over your anxiety, depression.
                                It's well with you.

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                                  MazeMari@mazemari·Sep 22

                                  Stani it will all be alright, you'll find a better job and a better future wife .

                                  ❤️‍🩹Even though it hurts so much right now it will definitely pass !
                                  Станислав, все будет хорошо, не переживай! Сейчас у тебя есть время пробовать что-то новое, главное не опускай руки и ищи работу, послушай своих друзей и не заморачивайся насчёт девушки. У тебя все получится 🫂❤️‍🩹 Когда одна дверь закрывается, то где-то открывается другая. На моем жизненном опыте, что все расставания, как бы больно это ни было в моменте, в итоге были к лучшему. Держись, помни, что у тебя здесь есть друзья и поддержка!

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                                    @pinke·Sep 22

                                    Stanislav, don't you see what you just did? You share your pain!! You don't have to carry it alone any more😊
                                    Keep talking it away, it will be smaller with time.
                                    Here are people just for you,taking care of you...you are not alone. I know it's cliché,but time will help. Trust me I know what I am talking about.
                                    Stanislav you are a good man,remember it.🧡🧡

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                                      Carla Monni@cmn__·Sep 22

                                      My dear. I am really sorry for what is happening to you. I know you are a superman. Pain teaches values and give direction. I am here if you need a mermaid to talk to.... I send you my biggest hug.💙🧜‍♀️ p.s. I really think you are an amazing guy. You will stand up sooner than you think.

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                                        Lensvoice@lensvoice·Sep 22

                                        Everything happens for a reason. it this happened to you is because you are strong enough to deal with it..... YOU CAN DO IT.

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                                          Nicholas @crusader·Sep 22

                                          I am in this same dilemma as you are in broken, battered down and out but then I realized we have so much to do, pick yourself up my man you will heal, you will find a new job,a new flame will be lit in your heart but first you have to fight to survive.

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                                            Ali Rıza Bayrak@0xarbayrak·Sep 22

                                            You can try to find some distractions some people find comfort in sport to feel less stressed. Being in nature also helps, you can have daily walks. Don’t focus on thoughts or future. Try to focus for yourself and your body. We all have that kind of down moments in our life. Everybody has their own escape way. But keep in mind, you are not alone. 🤝

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                                              bofbaba@bofbaba·Sep 22

                                              This phase shall pass

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                                                mariachimadness@kissmyaxe·Sep 22

                                                Travelling abroad may help. Try long journeys to different countries, bike, hike, climb, meet, listen, set fire.. If u visit Turkiye, I can arrange a room for you.. 😊✌️ Stay tuned..

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                                                  Joonatan Lintala@joonatan·Sep 22

                                                  So sorry to hear this, we’re here for you and I for one know you’re an amazing guy even if you don’t always feel like it yourself. Let me know if I can help in any way, hope to also soon finally meet you irl.

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                                                    @73937·Sep 22

                                                    Cheer up and live your life💝

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                                                      Moses ◱ ◱@bigg_mo·Sep 22

                                                      Take care bro, all will be well.....still in the process

                                                      Joyful moment await

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                                                        DeFinn@definn·Sep 22

                                                        Stani, like others said, everything goes away and this pain shall pass too. 💗

                                                        An advice I can give you right now as someone who has been in that place before is: don't try to find anything wrong with you. Romantic and professional relationships are a match, not a matter of being good or bad.

                                                        I'll tell you a personal secret just to make you laugh: in my 20s I got so obsessed after being dumped that I emailed my ex asking for a feedback 😂

                                                        Things happen, time heals. We got you.

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                                                          Jean Ayala (🟡,🟡)@jeanayala·Sep 22

                                                          you are (not) alone 💚💜

                                                          i know that words aren't very useful right now

                                                          but I applaud that you had enough strength to talk about it

                                                          take the time you need and look for your emotional support network (friends or family)

                                                          in the end everything will go well, and if it doesn't go well then the end hasn't come yet

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                                                            Pool Boy | Phaver@poolboy·Sep 22

                                                            Keep moving forward. One day at a time. Start with small things, don't push yourself too hard and be forgiving and kind to yourself. You're a champion, a warrior, a fighter, a king 👑

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                                                              Stanislav Tituško 🌿@1_cryptoman·Sep 21

                                                              Thank you

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                                                                Ben@benbassler·Sep 21

                                                                much love and strength to you stani 🫶

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                                                                  InvestorAwesum@investorawesum·Sep 21

                                                                  Learn to forgive yourself mate, life is filled with ups and downs and it wasn't your fault trust me you'll recover all plus she will not love to see you in this state of mind that you are currently in.

                                                                  May God heal your heart and may the lord replenish all you've lost in Jesus name amen... God bless you bro, we are praying for you....

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                                                                    Saska | Phaver@saskasandholm·Sep 21

                                                                    Been there man… life is suffering, but better times are ahead king 👑

                                                                    Stand up straight with your shoulders back and get your life back 🫡

                                                                    All the shit always come at the same time and fucks you up - soon it’s your time again.

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                                                                      Ali | Phaver@dollowen·Sep 21

                                                                      am gonna call you soon bro! 🤝🏼 but until that time: no pain no gain!

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                                                                        ZELDA (🟡, 🟡)@0xzelda·Sep 21

                                                                        This is super hard. I’m so sorry you had to go through all this alone . Come back stronger Stani!!! I’m rooting for you

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                                                                          Elif@elifok·Sep 21

                                                                          ❤️ that’s mean you are stronger than yesterday.. just stepping up some realizes in your life, stay safe and up your mind please. You will be okay soon as soon dear 😊

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                                                                            Irem Er@iremer·Sep 21

                                                                            Gm gm

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                                                                              Vinod@dmcsvn·Sep 21

                                                                              Stani,this too shall pass,and you will come back stronger than ever..we are here for you!🫶

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                                                                                aysan@cryptomaxi·Sep 21

                                                                                You are strong my friend. Never give up.😊

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                                                                                  Ruthless 🎗️@ruthless·Sep 21

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                                                                                    Odunerd◱◱@odunerd·Sep 21

                                                                                    Omg this is so strong message sorry for the pains Fren but my condolences pls be strong 💪 💪 💪

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                                                                                      SON'AN@sonan·Sep 21

                                                                                      Awake the masculinity in you man. You can get through all these. My prayers are with you bro

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                                                                                        Chaotic Monk@chaoticmonk·Sep 21

                                                                                        You got this ser 🫂

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                                                                                          Zo@zospours·Sep 21

                                                                                          I really do feel for you 💚 please never give up - I’m always here if you need a friend ✨

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                                                                                            Black Joker ( 🟡,🟡)@blackjoker·Sep 21

                                                                                            Please this is the first step and we are here for you also..stay strong mehn

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                                                                                              Princess Je$$yFries 🇱🇧🍟@jessyjeanne·Sep 21

                                                                                              🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤this must be super hard 🥺losing someone we loved so much 😔 time will heal you - I know it’s easy to say 😕 but you will feel better in a few months 🖤 we are here for you 🍟💖 take care 🖤🖤🖤

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                                                                                                Arhum@invalid·Sep 21

                                                                                                Never give up bro
                                                                                                Joy is coming ❤️

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                                                                                                  @choco-coco·Sep 21

                                                                                                  Stop crying and complaining to the whole world (complaining means you're managing your life poorly: either fix it or accept it). Instead bear your stuff, fix objectives and engage again again & again until you get it

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