until when will it never change because it always gets into the same problem, I told you not to always follow your desires, all actions must be considered good and bad.. can it or not? after this, who is to blame? of course me... in the end I do it again and again.. should I also have to think while my energy is already drained, is it that cruel? hahhhh... even the horse owner would not have the heart to see his horse tired, while you... always feel inadequate.
It's enough that Allah knows what I feel now, I hope I can accept it with full sincerity, there's no need for tears anymore... there's no need. it's useless.. he doesn't care..
you should have hit me.. so that I would realize that I was in the wrong circle.. I don't know how long I can endure all this, be grateful that Allah has given me physical and spiritual health, complaining will not solve the problem, even screaming.. your problem will not go away. You just have to live, face and solve the problem without creating new problems. that's all