it’s crazy how impostor syndrome
has the ability to take over
even though you’ve done something a million times. like when going into my shoot the other day,
which happened to be one of the bigger,
maybe biggest job of my career,
just having so many thoughts,
a ton of pressure mounting
for absolutely no reason,
little dave chappelles
on either shoulder
then it begins
and everyone is cool as hell
and there’s nothing to worry about,
and everything goes by so fast,
you wrap and head home.
then you see everything you shot,
start having new thoughts about
coulda
woulda
shoulda
even though you were 11teen thousand % prepared
and got everything you needed
and much more.
i guess it really
will never
cease
😝