Daily Thoughts Note: Tuesday, February 28, 2023

Today is the first day of my 28 years of life to write something related to thinking about my own life, principles, and insights from life. Kind of like a daily journal. I hope to persevere every day in this way on the lens platform. There are three reasons for this:

First: I hope to improve my writing ability, improve my own language organization and logic ability.

Second: I am a person who loves to share. I hope to share my things, so that everyone can find resonance in my thoughts and thoughts in the future, so as to find their own channel; of course, I also hope that more Friends on the same frequency can see, encourage each other, cheer each other up, and meet better selves together.

Third: I hope that through the way of written records, I can look back on the first day of my essay diary after a few years, and I can clearly see my unique growth.

Today I accompanied my grandma to our local People's Hospital to see a doctor. Yesterday we went to the hospital to check her related conditions. The doctor told my grandma that it was because of herpes zoster, which caused inflammation and swelling of the lymph nodes. Because the doctor was only inferring at that time, and there was no relevant evidence to prove what her condition was. After all, because she ate breakfast yesterday, she couldn't do blood tests. She just did a simple neck color Doppler ultrasound and CT. The doctor deduced that it might just be inflammation of the lymph nodes, but I was very anxious at the time, so along with her physical pain and suffering, our mother-in-law and grandson endured it for another day. You may not be aware that my grandma has suffered from this inflammation for the past few days. As her grandson, I wish I could transfer the disease to myself to relieve his pain. So, I didn't eat breakfast today, so I came to the hospital early, had the blood test done, and then started to go through the relevant hospitalization procedures. The doctor also prescribed some medicines. I saw her take it, and started the infusion. , I don't worry, at least I can do my best to help her. Of course, after the whole treatment process, until the evening, the condition also improved, and she also showed a relaxed smile that I hadn't seen for a few days, and I felt a lot more comfortable.

There are also a lot of thoughts:

One: It’s not money that you can earn, so don’t force it. Whether it’s money or people, you can’t force it. Once you force it, the final expectation will not be directly proportional to the result. You will It is very tiring to live because of the extremely unbalanced sense of gap. As a human being, what we live is a mentality. If you live your mentality well, everything will be fine.

Two: Investing in nothing is better than investing in yourself, really. If you invest in yourself well, your self-confidence will come, and if you have self-confidence, are you afraid that no one will love you?

Three: Since you have nothing when you are almost 30 years old, why don’t you want to be a person who can afford and let go? I just don’t know anything, I’m just not good at anything, you have to admit that you are not good enough, vanity It really can't be eaten as a meal, so, so what, just study! The more you have nothing, the less you can ruin yourself and belittle yourself. Empty cup mentality, don't be afraid of losing face, as long as it is beneficial to your own growth, learn it, I will study for three years in an immersive way, and I will get results in the end.

Well, that's all for my sharing and thinking, and I will continue to stick to it tomorrow.